I have never been a faithful partner, I cheated on every partner I had and here is why… (Must Read)

I’d always be dressed and out the door before they tried any of that cuddling or pillow talk nonsense. Many of them would comment that I was “like the man in the arrangement.” I got off on that. I felt empowered, fierce, and invincible.

Somewhere along the way, I found that what I truly craved were those exact feelings. I had all of this energy and no other person could help me spend it fast enough.

One day I just woke up — literally. It turned out I had it within me all along to boost myself up and feel like a badass. Cheating was the wrong outlet and I needed to cut it out. I was wasting time, disrespecting myself and my partners. SEE ALSO: 10 Popular male celebrities with the biggest penises (With Pictures)

I found myself a cute apartment, took a new job, and started spending quality time alone.